helpless

tell yourself you will be all right, then you will be all right.

i don't know where i saw this line before, but, yeah, i'm trying to tell myself this, over and over and over again.

why?

becouse i am definitely not all right.

i'm so terrorful about this world, about the people around me, about everything appears around me.

its just like i shouldn't exsit in this world. maybe i don't even be here.  or maybe i am carzy, carzy enought to think i'm an allien.

whatever, i just feel so alone, and helpless.

i need help...